"I don't," he insists. He lists sideways into Ingress's hug, realizes five seconds later what he just said, and forces out a laugh. "But that is not the point. The point. The point is that I'm in love with Lan Zhan and I don't know what to do. And I shouldn't be burdening you with this either, you've had a bad day all your own without me putting my bad day on top of it, we were having a nice time and all I'm doing is... this."

He waves a meandering hand about.